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[Apr. 21st, 2005|03:27 pm] |
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Yeah the past two days have been the best.
Yesterday.
School was really boring and it went by so slow but gym was fun. We had to pass a football and my 'team' was Me Kate Kate and Cassie and we would run out to catch the football do an army roll then stand up and catch the ball it was so fun. But, before that we had to like run the mile and I was like screw that and my teacher gives me breaks on some stuff in gym so I only had to walk it with Kate because i'm sepcial :) The Algebra was gay as usual and I HATE MATH. So much. Then I went home and went to Megans then Ally came over and we got Kelly then went to Christians :) That was real fun we went on a nature walk and it was funny. Then Christian tried to make Ally break up with B rhen so many times it was funny. Then we took pictures then played TRUTH OR DARE. lmao. Christian does good fake sex and lap dances. lmao. I had a lot of fun there and yeah. Kelly brought up the time that I alosmt died!! That was so fucking scarey. I was so fucking cold I couldn't breathe and I was like breathing so heavy and I got lightheaded and Megan made out with Phil Mora and Kelly took me inside :) Kelly saved my life. lmao. jk. it wasn't that bad but i think i would have passed out if i didn't go in soon. That day just sucked and it was real scarey. At first I stole Megans dream but then she got to complete it and she was happy :) (making out with someone upside down...All thanks to Christian) Yeah so we had a lot of fun that day and I was super tired when I got hom AND A BIRD ATE 6 OF MY FISH! Another thing is that it crazy cause like Christian said something about my Cerebral Palsy and I was like whoa how the hell do yu know about that. But, it's all good and I don't care I just didn't expect him to know. But, I don't have it bad AT ALL. I have it so mild that you wont notice it unless I tell you. I am a lucky girl for more than 4037589437 reasons.
Today
OMFG my jam is on!!! But, I woke up at about 5:00 and decided I wanted to dance around my room to 80's songs. So I did. Hell seriously This has been the craziest year of my life and I fucking love every second of it!!!!! I mean seriously just fucking have fun your whole life thats what it's all about. So anyway. I was dancing around singing doin' my thing and then i realized shit it's 7:27 and I have to get my ass out the door. So I almost missed the bus but it was all good and I didn't have to run wich makes me feel good.
Randomness now.......
My dad owes me money. That hooch. I need to take more pictures for the slide jam. Megan needs to get me pictures of the jesus kids or they isn't gonna be in it cause i'm almost done it and I am printing out pictures now so hooch if you don't get them to me in the next week 'it ain't ever gonna happen.' hah. yeah. no. I'm tired now this sucks. It's gonna be kinda nice again today I think we should all do something. Oh jesus I wonder if kate is in school today. I didn't see her yet. TELL ME WHAT YOU THOGHT ABOUT WHEN YOU WERE GONE AND SO ALONE THE WORST IS OVER YOU CAN HAVE THE BEST OF ME!! Everyone can have the best of me cause I love everyone and I love so much having such a positive veiw on everything I love my high school years so far this has been the best year of my life and I know it's only going to get better. damn I have like an hour left in this class. Yeah i should really be working right now but screw that. Yeah so I really feel bad for the whole Ally B rhen thing but it was honestly for the better. It was hard on both and them and if Chirstian just did it. lmao. jk. That would have made B rhen feel worse. That goddamn tennis. lmao. But Ally was good to B rhen until the last seconds heh. giorut MEGAN. You know the part of 'it's my life' where it's like "Like Frankie said I did it my way." FRANK SINOTRA (or however you say it) the song "and I did it myyyyy wayyyy" yeah we are stupid. fewyr This computer is stupid. Yay so I am listening to The Used and i'm happy WONT YOU THINK I'M PRETTY WHEN I'M STANDING TOP THE BRIGHT LIT CITY! AND I'LL TAKE YOUR HAND AND PICK YOU UP AND KEEP YOU THERE SO YOU CAN SEE AS LONG YOUR ALIVE AND CARE I PROMISE I WILL TAKE YOU THERE SO HERE I AM IT'S INMY HANDS AND I'LL SAVOR EVERY MOMENT OF THIS <333
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:43 pm] |
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I like to steal things from Megan :)
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
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I MET JON BON JOVI!!!! AHHHH OMG OMG OMG!!! I LOVE JON BON JOVI!!!! |
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
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Yeah I have 10 minutes left of class and I redid my xanga. I think now I am going to put it in my profile. It's gonna be crazy. I think I need to take new pictures cause mine are "old" as in 2 weeks old. heh. Crazy. I actually started doing stuff on the computer now. Like making stuff look pretty :) Today I wanna lay on my deck with Megan Ally and Kate because I am so pale and I need sun and I am eaither going to do it with them or I am going to do it by myself and fall asleep because I love sleep. :) I should be doing Microtype but screw that. I don't want to do that. I found this cool ring yesterday it's real cool. I can't wait to go shopping I want to go soo bad! I also want to go to the mall with Ally Kate and Megan. The bell is gonna ring really soon this sucks I wanna be on the computer. I also don't want myspace and livejournal to be block. Oh my. I love this song. :) Yeah so there is this Starting Line song and it's like "I'm gonna tear your ass uo like we just got married" lmao. I love it. Shit that dayum bell. :
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Oh my gaw. I am listening to The Starting Line and I don't want to go to Florida alone. So I am going to save up money for someone to go with me :). Yesterday was summer and today is spring but it will be summer again soon so don't worry. Tomorrow I get to go to the mall and get new stuff! I hate my clothes now. jeeze. I think that next year the school year will be better because Ally and CJ are gonna be here :) out of like the 12 years that I knew CJ we are finally gonna be i school together :). I think that if me and Megan were ever in the same school we would get in so much troble heh. It would be crazy. We would just randomly break into song during class. But, it's so weird. Megan and I both got obsessed with The Starting Line and we had no idea the other person was listening to them. It's crazy. We didn't plan it i swear. lmao. I WANT IT TO BE SUMMER. I want to go to the beach like every weekend and SURF!! I want to surf so bad!!!! I miss it so much!!!! I am going to wax my surfboard soon cause I can't wait. School sucks. and i'm hot and can't breathe right. Whoa I just started staring out the window it was weird. Oh dayum I have an Algebra test tomorrow :0 NOOOO. I don't want to go back to gym next week. Well, I do and I don't. I hate doing phyiscal activity. I'd rather do health. I have a 100 in health and an 89 in gym. I want an effing A goddamnit. So I am going to have to participate! AHH NO! I think I am going to fix up my xanga so i'm done. |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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Random song time.
Lovin' would be easy if your colors were like my dreams
Red Gold and green
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
Here in this diary
I write you visons of summer
It was the best I ever had
There were chorues and sing-alongs
And not a spoken feeling
I'm knowing that right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
Listening to 80's songs
Quoting lines from all those movies that we love
It still brings a smile to my face
I guess when it comes down to it
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
These are the best days of our lives
The only thing that matters is just follwoing your heart
And eventually you'll finally get it right
Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summers out of reach
Empty lake, Empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm driving by your house
Though I know your not home
But I can see you
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
Your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you that my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I never would forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remeber how you made me crazy?
Remeber how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love.
But baby, i'm gonna get you back
I'm gonne show you what I am made of
But I can see you
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
Your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And i can tell you that my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
Out on the road today, I saw a Black Flag sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice inside my head said
"Don't look back, You can never look back"
I though I knew what love was
What did I know
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but
Say what your thinking right now
Tell me what you thought about
When you were gone and so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But, we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
It says hold on and take this ride
And set aside
Memories of all the times
When you collide
Then you'll leave me here to die
Here's the things I ment but I never said
What Can I say
They can't explaine
All this time I'm loving life
There's not a day
That I can't say
All this time, I'm living out my dream
Make it a note to take your pills
She said
I'll leave them on the table
In the same brown bottle
You know, she said
It's good to have you home
The second that I smelled the scent
Of my own house I said it
Send just one postcrad home
Call as often as you can
To let us know how it goes
Omfg I can't wait until summer serously. I am going to the beach EVERY weekend! i I want the summer to come so bad!!!!!! <3333333333333333333 |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
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Stacy's party was carzy fun. At first it was boring and we kinda just sat around and then this little boy named brad who i think Stacy is his uncle. But, he was all sweeat and gave me Megan and Kate kisses on the cheek. Then he went eveil and held us captive. Then we watched then slide jam and it was crazy funny and Stacy was just like "OH GOD" "WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GET THESE PICTURS!?!" "MOM I'M GONNA KILL YOU." Lmao It was great. Then WE like hung around at the bar and Talked to Bob and John and they are the coolest people ever and we MIGHT go to a Billy Idol concert in May :). Then My Aunt put on Duran Duran and that's when things got wild. Lmao Everony was crazy and Bob would Randomly balst it and it was like "Okay Bob is here" Then like Megan started dacing with my mom and it was real funny and then my aunt Kathleen started dancing with me Megan and Kate. Then we made a mocking circle (- the song.) It was with me Megan Kate Jess my mom my aunt Moureen and my aunt Kathleen it was crazy. Then we talked with the coolest guy ever (John) Then, my cousin Stephanie was getting us "water" and she was like okay kids drink your "water" and it was good "water". And then i was helping my dad with the slide jam and Bob told Megan to go refill a a pitcher of beer. So Megan got all excited and just looked at him and he was like okay empy it first. So she went outside and Stacy's dad was like I don't see anything the only thing I see is me smoking this cigarette. So Megan and Kate naturally drank it. Then I came up and was like whoa. Then we sang Van Halen. Then we watched the slide jam and went outside and saw Bob. Then we had to leave and Megan wanted to sleep over Jess's so she asked her mom and she said yes but her dad (who was with us) was like no and she wa slike yes and then she hid behind Stacy and her dad was like "What are you doing" and she was like "Your gonna hurt me." And he was like "No i'm not. Have I ever hurt you before?" And she said really fast "You shoved me in the door and it hurt" lmao. Good times. Then the argument continued to go on and Dave waslike "Do you want to be gourned for a week?" (Megan) "Yes." (Dave) "No." Good time then we went hom and sang Bon Jovi the whole way home and my dad kept going "So Megan did you have fun?" and Dave would get so mad. It was funny. WE ATE SO MUCH IT WAS CRAZT. And my mom was liek so what did you guys eat about 15 times. But it was good and I hope Stacy marries my aunt and so des everyone else. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
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He keeps the cigarettes close to his heart
She keeps the photographs colse to her heart
I don't know i'm really bored. Last Night was really funny. Ally Kate and Megan slep over. :) We is in love. :) now I am getting ready to go to Stacy's coming home from Iraq party. It shhould be fun. Bob is gonna be there he is so cool . I don't know if Stan is gonna be there but i hope he is. I hope Eddie cmoes too. But, he doesn't drink anymore so he is less fun. lol. I don't know if i have ever seen him sober. MY JESS WILL BE THERE. I can't wait to see her. I don't feel good. This sucks. I wish Ally could go. :( Well i'm gonna go cause I think kate is coming over and I have nothing else to say. |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|03:42 pm] |
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I'm in computers!
Gruber: (to ryan) So are you lactose intolerant
Ryan: No. Only in the mornings.
LMFAO
Oh god. So we went to Burger King this morning cause we had a delayed opening. It was crazy. Me and Kate got coffee and I got sick :)
Me: The Pope was burried 10 minutes ago.
Kate: THE POPE DIED?!!?!?
shit bell. :'( |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|11:31 pm] |
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I just got the really big urge to do what Megan did and put random Nirvana lyrics in my live journal :).
ABOUT A GRIL-BLEACH
I need an easy friend
I do, with an ear to lend
I do, think you fit this shoe
I do, wont you have a clue
I'll take advantage while
You hang me out to dry
But I can't see you every nigh
Free, I do.
LOVE BUZZ-BLEACH (COVER)
Would you believe me when I tell you
You are the queen of my heart
Please don't decieve me when I hurt you
It just ain't the way it seems
Can you feel my love buzz
NEGATIVE CREEP-BLEACH
This is out of reach, drone
This is getting to me, groan
I'm a negative creep, and i'm stoned
Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more
SCOFF-BLEACH
In my eyes, I'm not lazy
In your face, it's not over
In your room, I'm not older
In your eyes, I'm not worth it
Gimme back my alcohol
SWAP MEET-BLEACH
They lead a lifetime that is comforable
They travel far to keep their stomach full
They make their living off of arts and crafts
The kind with seashells driftwood and burlap
They make a deal when they come to town
The sunday swap meet is a battle ground
HELP ME I'M HUNGRY-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD1)
Until my tensions
Feed me i'm fucking hungry
degrade me
I want my gun back
Like the fucking resume
Experience credentials
Experience the process
People freaking every day
White lights
Sitting inside
And you get sicker than another little pecker
WHITE LACE AND STRANGE-WITH THE LIGHTS UOT (CD1)
Is the way you want it
You wanted it to be the way you liked it
I'm no lover
We wanted you to see it the way youliked it
It's alright
I could be crazy but I could be human
I never wated to open your eyes
MRS. BUTTERWORTH-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD1)
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to hell
To waer my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm gonna try
Do what they say
EVEN IN HIS YOUTH-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD1)
Even in his youth, He was nothing
He kept his body clean, he was nowhere
Killed the family name
Daddys was ashamed, he was nowhere
OPINION-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD2)
Congradulation you have won
It's a years subscription of bad puns
And it makes your story our concernt
And you set it up before it burns
My opinions
Mmmm Hmmm
And there seems to be a problem here
And the scale of emotions seems too clear
Now they rise and fall like wall street stock
And they have an affect on our happy talk
WHERE DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIHGT-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD2)
My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
VERSE CHOURUS VERSE-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD2)
Neither side is sacred
No one wants to win
Feeling so sedated
Think I'll just give in
Taking medication
Till my stomach's full
Neither side is sacred
Crawling in the hole
The grass is greener
Over here
You're the fog that
Keeps it clear
Re-inventing
What we knew
Taken time is
All but true
You're the reason
I feel pain
Feels so good to
Feel again
OLD AGE-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD2)
One more day to complete my service
One more high to decay my nevous
Wondering how I'm gonna find a way
It's over
</b> I HATE MYSLEF AND I WANT TO DIE </b>- WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD3)
Even if you own a wife
Even if you wanted on thing
I could never want a life
I could never only one day
GALLONS OF RUBBING ALCOHOL FLOW THROUGH THE STRIP- WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD3)
It hurts when you have to press that dull little thing
That you're only supposed to use once and then discard
Where do you put it?
In the garbage can, my honest friend
My shyness
SAPPY- WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD3)
And if you save yourself
You will make him happy
He'll keep you in a jar
And you'll think you're happy
He'll give you breather holes
And you'll think you're happy
He'll cover you with grass
And you'll think you're happy
Now
JESUS DOESN'T WANT ME FOR A SUNBEAM-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD3) (COVER)
Jesus, don't want me for a sunbeam
Sunbeams are never made like me
Don't expect me to cry
For all the reasons you have to die
Don't ever ask your love of me
Don't expect me to cry
Don't expect me to lie
Don't expect me to die for me
DO RE MI-WITH THE LIGHTS OUT (CD3)
On their way
Just be quiet
Follow hate
Read me
Yellow whale
If I side
Sink me how
The TV
If I may
If I might
Go to gut
To bleed me
And praise in his pocket
Rays from his warm lip
Chase from his owner
In my tea
Do re mi
Don't rape me
Yeah I'm gonna stop here because I'm really tired but like a lot of my away messages and proflie thingys have those lyris in there and like maybe i will od some more cds later when I am really bored again but I am out for now. <3 |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
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LMFAO. OMG I AM LISTENING TO DURAN DURAN AND I REALLY WANNA DANCE! lmfao I always dance when I listen to Duran Duran and now I want to dance so bad!!!! Duran Duran makes me happy. I am so happy right now I <3 Duran Duran so much and I had coffee so like I am super happy. I just wanna laugh so bad right now but people woould look at me like I'm crazy. I got honor role :) Andy tripped. Rayn is listening to 'Who Let the Dogs Out' and I love Chrissy. Lmao that was all really random. I have a test next block but I am not gonna studay cause it's so easy and I will get an A anyway cause i'm so rebel. Yeah but I love my firends. Like seriously. We may be the weirdest group of friends but we have SO much fun togther. That's all that matters. I love you guys so much. I really don't wanana be in school I wanna be having a crazy party with the craziest poeople EVA. It be crazy. I am kinda excited about Stacy's party. Even though it's probibly gonna be boring. I really hope Ally and Kate can come. It might be fun. I hope so. PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME NOW IS THERE SOMETHING I SHOULD KNOW! NO! I only have 10 more minutes left in this class :( I pretty much really like my attitude about all of the bullshit that goes on in a normal persons life :) I just don't care or don't let it get to me. I mean with the whole thing and people hating each other. It's not right but like i'm not gonna be all upset about it. I will just be like. "Oh you hate me cool." It seriuously doesn't bother me. I mean Andy hates me and i except it. I don't hate him. I just am like yeah Andy hates me. The whole thing with my 'medical issues' I mean I wouldn't even call them that. The whole thing that I went to doctors for in October is like so milde is unbelievable. I am just like differnt in some of the stuff that we have to do and I get tired out easy. So what I have to be careful. The whole thing I am going to doctors for now is a little worse that the other but it's not gonna effect the way I am I mean when my stomach acts up I just go sit in the corner and deal with it and when it's over i'm back to my normal self. I had to deal with it for like 3 or 4 years now and now that I am going to doctors for it it's not gonna change me. I love Duran Duran so much. 80's pop fo' lyf. But, yeah I haven't seen Gruber today. I usually see him every morning I hope he is here. I hope Megan feels better. I hope she goes to Burger King with me tomorrow cause I have a delayed opening :) I wonder how Kate did in her meet yesterday. Shit bell I gotta go :( |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|05:31 pm] |
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I know that I am going to have people hate me for this but oh well. The people that I hang out with wont hate me and they are what mean the most to me. I can live without the people that will hate me because I did it before and I really couldn't give a fuck. But, seriously the whole Megan thing is so fukcing stupid. The people who hate her don't even know her with the exception of Dustin and i really don't know why he hates her. But she was misunderstood a lot and I am not going to say anything specific. Megan I love you but you have said some stupid things that I know you regret. Some people who "hate" her haven't even had a converstion with her and can't even spell her name right "Meghan". It just pisses me off because people are so judmental and that just gets fucking under my skin. DON'T FUCKING JUDGE PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW OR HAVE EVEN SAID ANYTHING TO THEM. Everyone does do judge someone wheather you like it or not but they only judge them to a certian extent. Don't just "hate" someone if they haven't done anything to YOU. The whole thing with standing up for your friend is a good thing but don't get involved if it doesn't involve you. I mean I am friends with Megan and I am friends with Tara. I don't want to hurt either one of them with getting into the whole 'war' I am just saying in this that don't fucking judge someone without even knowing them. I have been best friends with Megan for 11 years and I don't even have the right to judge her. I haven't known Tara that long but even if this was happening to her I would say something because judging someone is not a good thing and it's so stupid. And I am SURE some people are just looking for a reason to hate me so THIS IS IT. Hate me for telling you about how I feel about all of these people judging my best friend. I couldn't really give two shits about who hates me for this and if you even do. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|05:11 pm] |
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SHOT THROUGH THE HEART AND YOUR TO BLAME DARLING YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME. <3 I love listening to Bon Jovi in school. I just wish I could watch the slide jam. I have gone over it so many times that it is just playing in my head as the song plays. It's crazy. Yesterday was really nice. But I had nothing to do so I went to sleep. It was wonderful. it's 8:33 and I get out of this class at 9:20 I think i'm gonna die. This is so boring. But at least I get to listen to Bon Jovi. I think I'm gonna go try find 'The Reflex" by Duran Duran. I <3 that song. Goddamn there is no place to get cool 80's songs. These school computers suck. There is no place to get good music. LMFAO I'm in computers and Andy was like "I'm gonna listen to some Avenged Sevenfold." And Ryan was like "Aw man they are like so overrated." LMAO and he said it so serious. Aw that was funny Ryan I <3 you. Evem though half the bands that anyone listens to are 'overrated' but hey thats just the way it is. Aw I wanna listen to some Sonic Youth. dayum. The 'Kim Gordon and the Arthur Doyal Hand Cream' is like an awesome song like whoa. I <3 Sonic Youth. 'The Bull in the Heather' is also a great song. I think I like the Kim songs more vs. the guy singer I think his name is like Thurston or something but I don't know. (FREE WHAT I NEED) THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR FALLING IN LOVE (THEN YOU BLEED) YOU GET A LITTLE AND IT'S NEVER ENOUGH (ON YOUR KNEES) THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR FALLING IN LOVE (AND NOW THIS BOY IS ADDICTED CAUSE YOUR KISS IS THE DRUG) YOUR LOVE IS LIKE BAD MEDICEN BAD MEDICEN IS WHAT I NEED. I <3 Bon Jovi. ' I'll be there for you these five words I swear to you when yu breathe I wanna be the air for you ' sorry I had to get that out. I have like 10 minutes left in class and I kinda don't wanna leave cause like I don't wanna do work. But, my next class I have to do homework and write an essay so it's not that bad. Okay I think i'm gonna go on aimexpress cause i'm really bored. But i love this song, 'Oooooo she's a littel runaway, daddys girl learned fast now she works the night away. Shit bell bye <3 |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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My school is gay and they block livejournal so i made an xanga and this is just what i tpyed on my xanga
Jesus chirst they block everything in school!!! Soon this is going to be blocked but then I will just get something else and then another it's so stupid teachers keep limiting but the kids always beat the system it so stupid!!!!! I hope they don't block this thought because they already blocked myspace and livejournal thats bad enough...I mean dayum what are you supposed to do when you have nothing to work on?!?!! heh. I wanna read another Nirvana book now. And today I'm going to sleep and make my mommy go buy me a nirvana book. I will just have to use the 'guilt trip on her because she is at a class trip with my sister and i will just be like "But mom you spent the whole day with Rachel." I hope it works and this is how bored I am just putting down stupid things like this so I can be annoying and use up time in class 'cause I am really super bored and I have to do math homework in the next calss and this sucks. I hate math. I am just gonna put down the most random things. It's gonna be crazy. No not really. Actually I like learning about world culture it's crazy. But american history is kinda boring. Learning about wars gives me a headace. It reminds me of being in Mr. Becks room. "Yeah kids I have short man sydrome and I have to be liked by everyone and if you don't like me you get a D in my class because you don't like me or participate. I'm so cool because a bunch of 6th graders like me and think i'm cool." Oh how I disliked that guy. Everyone started crying when he left and i'm just sitting there 'jesus christ yes.' Then Nick makes a water fall all over the floor and ruins the moment it was so great i <3 Nick he was super funny and crazy. Shit bell bye <3
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Yeah school sucks. I had to make an xanga because they blocked livejournal. So I write in the xanga then go home and post it on my livejournal. :) Today is a sad day, 11 years ago...today...thh wonderful Kurt Cobain shot himself in the head. I always get sad today because Kurt was sucha great person and he had awesome morals. He was such a good person and had the world in the palm of his hand and he had a beutiful wife and newborn baby and he just gave it all up. But, I think that great people aren't ment to be around long. The world just needs them only for a little bit to wake them up then they are gone. It's sad but you know all the great people always go too soon. You can be world famous and the whole world can like worship you and they can say shit like "It seems like his voice comes from a higher power." Yeah shut up we all know that's not true but some of us like to believe it. Kurt was just an ordianry person he just had a great sence of what was around him and thought a lot and he respected people even though he hated them. But today is also Heather's birthday so happy birthday Heather!!!! <3 But yeah, I'm in school and I have an hour to kill so this is gonna be a long entry. Yeah we are aloud to listen to music and I am listening to Nirvana because as I said beofore it's that day and yeah that's a shame. I'm really tired even thougth I had coffee this sucks. Yesterday I was so hyper. Kate walked into school and was like "Hi Haley" and I was like "KATE..............HII!!!"......Then right before second block I was like "KATE MYSPACE WORKS AGAIN!" and she was like "Omg how?" and I was like "MYSPACE.COM!!!" It was great. Then I got home and I chilled with Megan and we planned out this 'surprise' and it's gonna be so great good times. Last night I watched Stacy's slide jam. He is gonna love it but like it's not one of the best ones because like i don't know the stories behind these pictures because I don't really know Stacy. But it's cool. The best line of it is "We'll give it a shot" It's so typical it's great. Yhea so Kurt Cobain was a great guy. I and great people aren't ment to be around for long and thats just the way it is. They always go too soon. So appriciate what you have today because it can be gone in a heartbeat tomorrow. Okay I think I'm done I have 15 more minutes and I need to get some work done. <333333 |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|01:54 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | Ordianry Wold-Duran Duran. | ] |
COPY FROM MEGAN <33333
What word do you think of when you see each letter:
A: Apple
B: Billy Idol
C: Cure
D: Duran Duran (TONIGHT YESS)
E: Eileen
F: Foo Fighters!
G: Go Go's
H: Hungry Like The Wolf
I: It's my life
J: Jon Bon Jovi
K: Keep Smiling
L: Lemon!
M: Madonna
N: Nirvana
O: Ordinary World
P: Purple
Q: Quaterback
R: Rio
S: Save A Prayer
T: Tourtte's
U: Underground (aka my basement)
V: Violet
W: Where The Streets Have No Name
X: Xanga?
Y: You!
Z: Zebra
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: EW OMG NO
2. Ran away: To Megan's house.
3. Pictured your crush naked: No....
4. Skipped school: Yeah
5. Broken someone's heart: I don't think so .
6. Been in love: No.
7. Cried when someone died: YES and it still makes me super sad 5 years later.
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yeah who hasn't
9. Broken a bone: Yes.
10. Done something embarrassing: Yes
11. Lied: Pssh. Yeah
12. Cried in school: Kindergarden!
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7UP
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: Candy :)
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean Shaved
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Blonde
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Bitchy
20. Tall or Short: Normal.
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Night. Cuase I am def. a night person
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Hair
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: NO IDEA
25. Worst Question To Ask: I don't know.
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: Last Night
27. Stepped outside: Last night
28. Had Sex: NO.
ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: I don't know
30. Your Good Luck Charm: My Lucy?
31. Person You Hate Most: I don't hate anyone.
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: I don't really know I think the last time i was like really really really happy about something was when I was tols Megan could go to the poconose with me when i was like 7.
33. On your desk: Soda. Slide Jam stuff..Sleeping Pills. U2 CD.
34. Picture on your desktop: Angel Santiago <3333333333333
FAVOURITE...
35. Color: Purple
36. Movie: Fear anf Loathing In Las Vegas. <3
37. Artist or band: A LOT right now. Bon Jovi, U2 or Duran Duran cause i'm going to a Duran Duran show tonight :)
38. Cars: I don't know. I doesn't matter.
39. Ice Cream: Strawberry.
41. Food: Pizza/French Fries/Spicy.
WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: I don't know everyone.
43. Makes You Smile: Everyone.
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: I don't know when I'm in a bad mood I don't really listen to anyone.
45. Has A Crush On You: No one I think.
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Not at the moment.
47. Who Has It Easier?: Me?? no wait Me.
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: WTF?
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: NO?
50. Save AIM Conversations: I don't know how to lol.
51. Save E-mails: Yeah most of them.
52. Forward Secret E-mails: no...
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: yes
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: Lmao...No
55. Wear Cologne: Perfume?
56. Kiss: Yes
57. Cuddle: Yes
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: No I don't really like to be online.
HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: No.
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: I was drunk.
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: Yeah..I was drunk.
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: No..
63. Been Rejected: Not really cause i'm not the one to make the move.
64. Been In Love?: NO.
65. Been In Lust?: Yeah.
66. Used Someone?: Yeah.
67. Been Used?: Pretty Much.
68. Dumped Someone?: Yeah.
69. Been Cheated On?: Yeah.
70. Been Kissed?: Yeah.
71. Done Something You Regret?: YES.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: My mom?
73. You Talked To?: My mom?
74. You Hugged?: Megan.
75. You Instant Messaged?: Richie
76. You Kissed?: Not saying...lmfao. I was drunk.
77. You Yelled At?: My dad.."YOU TCAN'T TAKE A CAMERA OUT OF THERE IF YOU ARE GOING TO BUILD SOMETHING." I was sleeptalking. lmao
78. You Thought About?: My Dad ^
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Kate
80. Who Broke Your Heart? No one.
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: Richie.
MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? Pssh.. No.
83. Have Tattoos?: No.
84. Have Piercings?: Yes.
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: Not at the moment :)
86. Own A Webcam?: No
87. Own A Thong?: ...yes...lmfao Kate.
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: A lot.
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: ...What?
90. Habla espanol?: Yes.
91. Quack?: NO.
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: Yeah.
93. Smoke?: No.
94. Schizophrenic?: No.
95. Obsessive?: Not really.
96. Compulsive?: No.
97. Obsessive compulsive?: No.
98. Panic?: Sometimes.
99. Anxiety?: Everyone does.
100. Depressed?: No. |
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|08:28 pm] |
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| | Reminiscent | ] |
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| | Van Halen-Why can't this be love | ] |
This week has been pretty boring. I haven't really done anything but go to a stomach doctor and got my hair cut :) Yeah my Aunts boyfriend Stacy came back from Iraqu and thats cool. I don't have to go to this "family get togther" to see him because the next day I am going to a Duran Duran concert with him :) WE have 5ht row seats and thats awesome... I <3 Duran Duran. But yeah hopefully i get to sleep over someones house tomorrow cause if I don't I have no idea where I am going to end up. heh. I am going to go watch my dad do his slide jam now :) |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|02:18 am] |
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| | Devil Inside-INXS/ Jess bein' emo! | ] |
The last two nights were crazy cool. We had a sleepover at kates and didn't go to bed until like 5:30. Then we went to the Philly Soul game and had a crazy fun time!!!! We is def going back the next home game and seein' Bon Jovi! Jess is here and we is livin' it up! :0 Spring break is almost over ;( |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|09:00 am] |
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Woo i'm ion school. NO! I really don't wanna be here because I don't feel good. In the next two blocks I have to work my little math heart out. I really hope I get this all done. My teacher is a bitch and this sucks. I felt like shit last night so I couldn't do 4 hours of math homework. I hope my mom takes me to the mall today. That would be really cool. I hate my next teacher he is a meanie!!! I got an 89 on his test and handed in all of my work and he is like, "oh you handed in nothing only Tamika handed in everything." So I am just like "TAMIAK COPIED OFF OF ME!!!" So this sucks. I have to work my Algebra ass off in World Cultures and Health and I hope to god I get it done. :{ Okay all of my posts are really random and stupid. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2005|07:57 am] |
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| | Threefold-Days Like These <3 | ] |
Last night I parts of a slide jam to the Bon Jovi song "You Give Love A Bad Name" and it's funny as hell....I'm in school and yeah.. After school I am going to the Micky D's on Delsea Dr. to get a Shamrock shake. Today is "Wellness Day" (what ever the hell that is) but we have to go to a bunch of presentaions and i don't think i have nay of my friends in there. THIS SUCKS! BYE BYE! <33333 |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|03:19 pm] |
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| | YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME-BON JOVI | ] |
WE'VE GOT TO HOLD ON TO WHAT WE'VE GOT IT DOESN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF WE MAKE IT OR NOT WE'VE GOT EACH OTHER AND THATS A LOT FOR US WE'LL GIVE IT A SHOT OHHH WERE HALF WAY THERE OHH LIVIN' ON A PRAYER TAKE MY HAND AND WE'LL MAKE IT I SWEAR OHH LIVIN' ON PRAYER!
Okay well going on about Steven Lemon. I couldn't understand him that well because everything was all irotyvnty on the phone. But he told me that he was really drunk and that he misses him myspace and he loves everyone and misses us all! And he is gonna make Catch 22 call us! That's all i can remeber for now but we talked for like 10 minutes just bullshitting. :) okay bye bye |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|08:41 am] |
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Yeah I don't know if I am going to have enough time to wirte everything but yeah. I am in school right now and this class sucks. Yesterday I went home and I kinda just layed in bed and listened to Steven Lemon and Days Like These a lot and looked through an old notebook that I worte Days Like These stuff in and read my old Chris Applegate texts. "No you can't Megan! You're 14 silly, grow older, and when I marry Haley, you can fuck MArk! HA! Later Lovelies!" <3 Then my mom made me go to Target with her. So whenever Days Like These go on tour I miss them a lot and I see them everywhere! I went to get out of my moms car and I look on the floor and there was just a picture of Angel and I was like NOOO! Then when I was in the store I turned around and saw LEMON in big bold letters and it made me sad. So I went home and talked to Megan for a little bit and listened to music. Then mymom got me pizza :) and I want pizza really bad right now ;( But my mom got home and we sat down for dinner. Then, Megan calls me and says "Ed's house is on fire." I was like oh sit okay and my whole family ran to the door..haha..So everyone Is freaking out because my his house is on fire. So we are all touside "is Ed okay was he cooking again." So we had 3 firetrucks and about 10 police cars (no lie) and it turns out he was sitting down to eat dinner and his power went out and he went upstars and his house was filled with smoke. SO now everyone is going over there and the fire department is on their way. It turned out to be something electrical and nothing bad really happened. So then me and Megan wanted to go to "The Micky D's on Delsea Dr." and get a Shamrockshake. (love for lemon)And Blockbuster. So we got back and went in my basement and lisetened to Bon Jovi, Days Like These, and Steven Lemon, and we took pictures. It was fun fun. Then Megan left and I got a call on my cell phone...IT WAS STEVEN LEMON! I couldn't really understand what he was saying but shit i have to go i will update more later. |
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